Just when I thought I have got things figured out, I got a phone call that pretty much sounds like "let's try this again". I have thought this out before, see - I am good where I am right now. I'd prefer the status quo and would likely insist on it. Except that my heart skipped a beat this afternoon and I find myself literally spellbound... once more at the mercy of my stupidity.
I can't be doing this again....I seriously need to grow up.
Please go tell my heart.